What Google Won’t Answer

Okay, So I like any person these days google things to find the answers but I have noticed that even sometimes google doesn’t have the answers like “What should I eat for dinner?” or “Can I be a stay at home mom and a successful Real Estate Agent?” I mean at this point in time I feel that google should know me and tell me the answers so I can reassure myself I am doing the best job and also to just make my decision of what to eat since yes like most girls I am the very joke everyone makes of “I don’t care” but I really do when asked. Anyway that is really the intention behind my blog to write about what isn’t mostly written about on the internet just the honest truth and my honest non filtered thoughts about life like most blogs I have read it’s about how perfect their lives are and don’t get me wrong their lives could be that perfect but mine is most definitely not and I feel that most humans can relate to that. Most days I get frustrated and feel like I am far from the bar of being even a decent mother or wife. Since I am trying to start my career and be a full time mom, I have chosen the hard path. I know all these facebook and Pinterest quotes say “You are good enough, you tried your best today…Blah Blah Blah” it doesn’t make me feel any better maybe for a second but in reality its some anonymous perfect haired girl who created that post that hasn’t ever had kids, been married OR even experienced heart break but has really good handwriting. I am over that and want some real answers and some real motivation that even a wreck like me can make it work with no motivational quotes and just some good old blogging. Also to add that I have real feelings I am a mom and a happily married woman but still do have those nights where I miss my ex and drink too much; NEWS FLASH it’s normal and today’s society tells you that any of those things or feelings are not normal when they are…. you will always have other parts of your life that you have lived and that other person you used to be but you can be happily married or even happily single and have these feelings of self doubt and regret from the past and still be OK in life. So hang on and let’s do this.